Can I Vent?

Being a college student full time takes sacrifice and yes we must cut corners financially. Yes...Finding employment can be a little hard because these days, no one is barely hiring and it is a little difficult to find someone that is flexible. However, I am getting real sick and tired of people. I mean I love people with the love of Christ, because I know that is a good way to be. But I can't stand people. A lot of people. Am I the only one who does not  like their family members? I mean, am I the only one who can't stand people of blood? I have always had the notion that if a family member needs help to help them. Whether it is financially or emotionally, I have always been there for people, whether they are blood or otherwise. Now I am going through a difficult time with financial and emotional strain, and I can't get any support from anyone.

Yes. I have been praying really hard, and trying to think positive and forget about all of this negativity. And maybe God is showing me who is really in my corner, and who isn't. I can receive that. But dang. I am at the point where I want to be real catty, and start being real mean and not help nobody once I land on my feet. But you know what? That is not the right way to be.

I just wanted to vent, and I know that those same people that is trying to put me down and talk trash about me behind my back. Oh its ok. I will be just fine.  

Thanks for listening.