Zombies: Apocalypse or Hallucagenic drugs

In Miami a random guy just attacks an homeless man and eats his face, in Texas a mother eats part of her baby's brain and chews off three of his toes and in Maryland a student kills his housemate and eats several of his organs while storing the rest in the basement. Then in New Jersey, a man stabs himself fifty times, tear his own intestines out and throws them at police. The policemen pepper sprays him but he doesn't even flinch. It is then documented that the man displayed zombie like behavior. After these three stories hit the media, zombie apocalypse theories started to go viral on the web. People even started buying zombie proof condos. Seriously. Zombie proof condos have actually sold out. People are posting instructional videos on youtube on the fastest way to kill zombies and how to hideout and what to store just in case of the apocalypse.

  I understand people are scared because everywhere there are news reports of people eating other people in too close of a time frame. Just like in early January and February in one week several children were killed by their parents in Hampton Roads. However, though child deaths are very serious, reports of cannibalism in all across America is straight up bizarre.

  Many specialist are saying that bath salts maybe what is behind the behavior. The synthetic ingredients that are in the products are destroying motor parts of the brain that are causing hallucination and violence. However, I don't believe that is true. Back in early 2010 many people were getting high off of bath salts everywhere and were winding up in the ICU or the morgue not attacking and eating the raw flesh off of the first person they lay eyes on. I pretty much think that there is a rise in evil in this world. The government gave a statement saying that there is no zombie attack or any apocalypse happening of any kind. How do they know that there is no apocalypse going on, is my first question. We all know that the government knows what exactly is going on. It is not a race thing either, so the black militants like the panthers can't say that there is an experiment that the government is putting on blacks because the Texas mother who ate her baby was Hispanic. I think there is a drug out amongst other things we don't know about that is causing this behavior. I am also praying deeply for the man who was attacked in Miami because from what the surveillance video showed, he was the wrong place at the wrong place at the wrong time. I am also very appalled with whomever it was that took a picture of his face and leaked it out to the media. That was very tacky, disgusting, disturbing and disrespectful. It was probably a nursing intern that had too much time on their hands. Oh and by the way the zombies who are doing the attacks do not look like this:

They look like this:

Noteworthy Novels

Although Zane is known as the queen of erotic, kinky fiction she steps into a whole new horizon with this particular novel. Two people at two different crossroads in their lives connect after a tragic encounter. Every woman fantasizes of randomly meeting a guy while out and about and falling in love. But the catch 22 is you have to NOT be looking for it. I give it five stars. It was different, passionate and intense. I loved the fact that the sexual scenarios was not her usual pornographic forte.

This particular novel touched basis on what is happening in churches in every city. Money hungry women who long for the benefits that come with men of the cloth. I think every woman who desire to be first lady  for the wrong reasons should definitely sit down, curl up under her afghan and thoroughly read this novel.

What Kind of Blogger Am I? To Embrace My Personality.

There is the fashion blogger, the gossip blogger, the food blogger, the travel blogger, the style blogger. The celebrity blogger, even maternity blogger. But what kind of blogger am I? I found myself thinking this the other day as I was flipping through a Glamour mag and there were several guest columnists from fashion bloggers. What would I have to offer a beauty or fashion magazine if I was to appear as a guest writer? What would I say if someone was to ask me "So what kind of blogger are you"? I honestly don't know what to say at all because I don't blog on one particular topic or category. I blog about whatever comes to my mind. So I am still racking my brain as to what kind of blogger I should describe myself to be.

 Speaking of describing self, until recently I found myself trying to change certainly pieces of my personality and feeling frustrated when I caught myself acting the same way. I found myself waking up in the middle of the night praying and crying out to God because I just wanted to change the real me into something that wasn't me. I found myself feeling inwardly ashamed of the fact that I have post-traumatic stress disorder, and that I have to take medication to stabilize it. After praying, the next morning when I woke up I felt refreshed, and free. On my heart I felt the imprints of not caring about who couldn't accept my natural personality. The fact that I am funny, I love to laugh, I don't take life too seriously because I know we only live once. My feisty personality, my love of helping people, if something is bothering me or someone else I speak out about it. I no longer felt ashamed of my PTSD and I no longer feel that I am psychotic because I take medication. I feel great just being me.

My Beef with Black Men

I find myself wondering if there are any good men left in America. Not that I care because I told myself and God that I have decided to become a eunuch ( I know you and God laughed and thats fine) but me and a few homegirls were wondering the same thing. When you get to be up in your twenties, single, no kids, you can't help but wonder if there is some guy out there for you. Me and the young ladies I was talking with were talking about how when we first meet a guy, everything seems cool, then he turns out to be Mr. Wrong.

 No woman should settle for any old average Joe that comes along with a smile and a bunch of promises. But when you're a Christian woman, you really have to hold tight and wait on the Lord. All men with all races can be dogs and no good, but my beef is with the black men helping the stereotype and not trying to kill it. Black men know good and well that they are a slew of stereotypes against them. So why are they not doing anything about it?

  I love my black men but you'll have issues and you know you have issues but you do nothing about it. I'm sick and tired of seeing you standing on the corner doing nothing with your lives, panhandling for change, bumming for cigarettes looking like death is creeping up on you right around the corner. I am sick and tired of seeing you trying to snake your way into a woman's bed, telling her sob stories about how the white man keeps messing you over, and you're going through hard times, you just need a good woman to have your back. Well don't you think we're tired of holding your back up? Its bad enough we have to be double strong because we're double minority, but we have to be strong for you too? And when you say be strong, I assume you mean to take care of you financially until a job just falls out of the sky, right?

  I'm sick and tired of you running around here spreading babies everywhere that you only see when you feel like it, or when you have nothing else to do. Ms.BabyMama ask you why you'll don't get married and you look at her like she has three heads. And you wonder why there is so much stereotype against you?  Get a grip and get it together. Its sickening and I'm tired of seeing it. You want to know why people call you coons and why people of other races whisper the word "Nigger" when they see you? Because of the way you act. It starts with choices. Make the right choices and take accountability and responsibility for your own actions. Stop blaming the white man for you not having a job. Saying that makes you sound so dumb and stupid, plus that phrase went out in the '90s.  Stop calling each other "niggas" and considering yourselves "goons" its so not cute. Being a thug is not cute to me at all, busting guns aren't cute and being in and out of jail is definitely not cute.

 I can't stand hearing a black man address himself as a nigger. Don't you think you are much more than that?

Religious Hypocrites ( Please Have a Stadium of Seats)

Ever since Obama stated that he is for gay marriage, it seems like everybody is in an uproar, especially religious people. I am all for someone voicing their opinion on political and religious views but people are becoming ignorant. Using religion to bash someone's lifestyle of sexuality has never been right to me. Being that I am an advocate of HUMAN rights, I don't condone any bashing whatsoever. Didn't Jesus Christ say "You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye" (Matthew 7:5). So marching and doing rallies screaming about how homosexuals are demonic, spread diseases, and are bad influences, maybe you should look into your own life reflect. Half of you'll that are talking all this trash are having premarital sex, has had at least one std, and drink every night to the point where your liver is about to give out. Please stop with the shenanigans.
   Stop pointing out religious views to bring your point across only for things that you don't approve. If you're going to bring religion into something, bring it into everything. You can't bash the gays and talk about how God doesn't like this, that, and the third but yet you and your boyfriend has done every freaky thing known to man. You can't bash and scream about how the gays will burn in hell when you smoke weed and make excuses talking about "Its a plant that God made". I'm still waiting on all of you pot heads to point that out to me in the bible, and I guess I'll be waiting until Jesus comes. Oh and lets talk about you alcoholics, the ones who justify drinking themselves into an early grave by talking about how Jesus turned water into wine.
   Why does anyone care if the homosexuals marry one another or not? You're not paying for it nor do you have to wake up to them every morning. So why does it bother you? All of these religious hypocrites need to mind their own business and focus on living their lives right, not on the two homosexuals who are in love minding their own business. Am I a homosexual? No. I love men and frankly, I can't see myself dating someone that acts like me. I'm sorry. I need a big, strong, dark, caramel or chocolatey....Ok I'm off topic. But anyway I'm sure the gays are not mad at me because I love men and I'm happy to be straight. Why? Because its not their business and they don't care. I have lots of gay friends. I don't care if their gay because its none of my business and I definitely could care less who they sleep with.
  I got invited to a gay wedding reception. Am I not going to go because Jesus Christ does not condone homosexuality? I am going to go, because they are both of my friends, we did a wonderful project together, who am I to judge them, I don't have a heaven or a hell to put them in, they are good people, and I am going to celebrate their union.
  Don't question my Christian morals because of this blog post because frankly I am not for or against gay marriage. Its really none of my business who marries whom, gay or straight. I think some of these Christians are jealous because they have been sitting twiddling their thumbs, slobbering at the mouth for a husband or a wife. You ever heard of the phrase "A watched pot never boils"? Yeah. *Steps off Soapbox*

Did NOT Think I would make it

You'll have been following my blog and know the stress, distress, oppress, and depressing situation I was in. But thank almighty GOD I not only passed my classes but I have made Presidents list. I did not think I was going to make it. There were times when I just wanted to throw my books in the trash and walk out the door never to be seen again!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSS! Praise GOOOODDDDDDD! I don't know how I did it with all that was going on, or how I survived this semester with these good grades. But to God be the glory forever and ever!!!  Not only that but I am so close to graduation it is not a game. Regardless, if I want to get two more degrees, it really does not matter I am so glad that I am almost done. I don't want to write about anything, I just want to praise GOD. 

My Guilty Pleasures

Hood novels in general are my guilty pleasure but I stopped purchasing them, I think at age of 21. You've read one, you have definitely read them all except this particular read. The main character who's name is Red is so scandalous but I looove her. The haters do her so dirty, but she always has a comeback. This book that is shown above is actually the first of an addictive series.

I have horrible allergies, I always have and unless they find a cure, I always will. But this right here is my drug of choice to not just help keep my histamine down, but the effects of the allergy pill puts me in a sweet, peaceful sleep. Definitely my drug of choice...Just kidding..=)

I loovvvve this!!!! I don't drink at all at home. But I do admit to drinking socially and this is my drink of choice. It is sweet, sparkly, and it has a unique fruity flavor.

I know...I know...I have no business listening to the Queen Bee. But I have been a fan since I was twelve years old. I could never stop loving her.

If you grew up near the neighborhood corner store or had a food and ice cream truck coming around your way then you definitely know about these. I make it a habit to stop by and pick me up a box daily.

These are straight up addictive. Its like the sweetness from the sugar coating marinates with the sweetness that bursts in my mouth from chewing the gummy candy. Yum.

This song...It causes me to remininsce about my bad girl days. His harmonic voice pulls me in a trance as the instruments in the background floats music notes around me. *le sigh*

Why does wedding cake tastes so much better than any other cake? I love wedding cake. I don't know if its the overload of vanilla extract put in it or maybe the baker puts in some kind of flavored aphrodisiac because of the occasion. I dont know what is but I love wedding cake. I would never order a wedding cake or a wedding themed cake for myself, so I just stick with ordering a dozen wedding cupcakes. Yummy!