Young, Fly, and Celibate

Ok. So....I'm in my twenties, I'm in college, and I see fine guys walking on campus, downtown, in the mall, everywhere. I am going to admit, my mind wanders when I see those biceps, those lips, those eyes, beards.....Ok..Where was I? I would be lying if I said that the celibate part of walking with Christ is easy. It is not easy at all, in any sense of the word. But if I am going to walk this walk with Christ I must sacrifice my flesh. "Marriage should be honored by all, and the marriage bed kept pure, for God will judge the adulterer and all the sexually immoral" (Hebrews 13:4).
  Sometimes I get kind of envious of other people because they get their freak on and I know if I do, I will feel so horrible and convicted. But for real I don't want a man touching me that is not ordained to. His spirit will connect with my spirit and I have enough baggage of my own that is being processed out to be carrying someone else's.
  I keep myself busy so I won't think about sex, and when I do get sexual desires I pick up the bible and read it, or study homework. Sometimes it gets so strong I have to get down on my knees and pray. I am just keeping it real because I know I am not the only one out here dealing with this. We must be honest with ourselves about this. Simply, there are times when we want to make a phone call in the middle of the night to someone to comfort us.
  Yes, it seems like everybody is in a relationship. Everybody is posting statuses on social networks on their "boo". See! This is why we need to not spend so much time on these social networks! However, for those of us who are single don't fret on the fact that you don't have a man/woman because this is the time that you can get so much done. When I learned this, I accomplished so many positive goals in my life. 
  I used to wonder why I didn't have a man or why am I not married yet, and everybody else are getting married, having children. I truly thought something was wrong with me, that I was an oddball, or maybe I needed to change my physical appearance. There is absolutely nothing wrong with me or anyone who is walking in Christ and not yet in a relationship. Please hold this message dear to your heart. Pray for me and I will definitely pray for you.