I have dated a lot in my life and by far i am not a match for anyone. There are more women than men in this world and there are going to be some women in this world that will never be married. I believe that I am one of them. It is not that I have lost hope in men or I think men are all bad (Though I think most of them are no good), it is just that I have never complemented a man in a relationship, ever. It always wind up as a big total mismatch and they relationship goes sour because we don't fit.
I have dated a variety of men and it never works out or they end up lying about another woman. Its always the same routine lie. They met another woman that they liked, she is more of his type, they just only see me as a friend. Am I bitter? No. I have finally accepted the fact that I am a very special woman, there is no man out here for me, and Jesus Christ wants me all to Himself. That is perfectly fine. I know what you're thinking. "What KIND of men have she been dating"? "Have she evaluated herself"? Yes. I have dated men of God and we just don't click at all, period. I don't want a worldly man because we all know they are liable to put me through the ringer.
Yes. I have evaluated myself. I have came up with the conclusion that I am a very special, peculiar human being. Being that I am a very special, peculiar human being I need to focus on God for the rest of my life and no one else. So with all of this being said I have some goals that I want to share. I do plan on adopting my first baby girl at the age of 30. In the meantime, I am going to adopt a puppy that I will raise myself. So I no I will not be lonely at all.
I know what you'll are thinking. Sex. I don't want it. Let's keep it real for a minute. Half of the male population don't know what they're doing in that department anyway, so I will be just fine. Celibacy is a part of my life right now anyway so that is a non factor. I just thought I would share my decision, so feel free to leave any comments.
Love you!!
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