Forgiveness...

............Thats the million dollar question. Would I ever forgive those who I felt have hurt me? I don't know. I know I should forgive but it is hard because I am still pretty much angry and bitter about a lot of things. I was talking to my therapist about forgiveness, and I have to really want to forgive in order to forgive. Its like I have forgiven my abuser before, but then the person hurt me again as an adult. I have dealt with abuse from this person even as an adult and after the last time, I really don't want that person in my life anymore. I am working towards  forgiveness and I am praying for God to soften my heart because I do have a lot of anger in it. I don't want to be bothered by those who have hurt me. I would rather just be surrounded by people who really do love and respect me. Will I ever forgive? Yes. I will forgive them in due time. But right now, I am taking it one day at a time.