Monday, January 23, 2012

Still Pushing

I made a couple of phone calls this morning for housing assistance help. Something told me to call the Salvation Army to verify the information that was given to me. Thank God I did. The salvation army no longer picks people up, and they are full without a waiting list because it could be two years before an available space opens up. I called this other place that assists single women in  job placement and housing assistance as well. They told me I had to get a referral from a case worker then once I get the referral I would have to go through a panel interview with them, then fill out an application, then go through another interview, and if a space is available then I could move in. It could take about three to six months for the whole process to go through. So now I am going to have to talk to my school counselor in the Women's Center for any last minute resources she may have. Something will come through....I hope.
 My sister sent me a text message with a bible scripture for encouragment. I really appreciate it I need all the encouragement I can get. I am beginning to feel as though my prayers are evaporating into thin air. Just going up and not reaching anywhere. I cried myself to sleep last night out of frustration and anger. I am mostly angry with myself for not being smart financially and not seeing the writings on the wall. Scratch anger. I am disgusted with myself and I keep asking myself how could I have been so stupid. I really wish I could turn my back time, although there is no way I can turn my back time.
 The only thing I can do now is to continue to PUSH. You know. Pray Until Something Happens. My sis left a Joyce Meyer devotional on my FB wall that really helped me, a lot. I have to keep praying diligently and more concrete than ever. *Sigh* Thanks for listening.

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